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not like myself by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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not like myself

On my 14th birthday, I stopped eating. Food was gross looking, I was gross looking. My body was hungry, but my eyes weren’t. Nothing ever felt better. Nothing had ever felt better Than knowing that I could finally say no To myself. I watched my body eat away at itself, Watched my stomach get flatter Day by day. On my 14th birthday, I stroked the scars on my arm, Waiting for my mother to leave for work So I could make sure the scars would stay there For another week. Listening for the garage door to open, It seems as though all of my self-control has abandoned My blades, And taken to my image of a perfect body. On my 14th birthday, I

you're a comedian, aren't you? by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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you're a comedian, aren't you?

I find it funny that even though It has been almost a year since I heard Your voice, it’s still ringing In my ears Like a song overplayed on the radio. I find it funny that even though You are no longer someone I know, I still know you better Than anyone else ever will. I find it funny that even though It has been almost a year since I heard Your voice, it is still stuck in my head, Telling me all those almost-truths That I fell for, One after another.

and i can't seem to let it go by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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and i can't seem to let it go

‘Once a cutter, always a cutter.’ I’m afraid I’ll get so far down in my sadness I won’t be able to tell how obvious it is. If I tell them I’m getting worse, they’ll only shove a pair of pills as far down my throat as they can get them. They’ll show me how to do it, and I’ll only take one pair too many, one too many days in a row. So I’ll keep to myself, with a push and a smile over lock-tight lips, a wrist full of slits, and an excuse to top it off, hoping I don’t get one too many looks at the space my sleeves don’t cover.

Sad Nostalgia by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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Sad Nostalgia

Do you remember when? Do you remember when you drew a picture of me? I remember. Do you remember that hot August day when we laid on the grass together, and you kissed me for the first time? I do. Do you remember my favorite Green Day shirt, the one I was wearing the first day I put my arm around you? Because, I can’t seem to forget. Do you remember those socks you left at my house? I still wear them sometimes, when I miss you. And sometimes, when I miss you, I’ll write stupid things like this, in hopes you’ll read it. I know you won’t, though, so I’ll keep writing until you do.

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you're a comedian, aren't you? by LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR, literature

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and i can't seem to let it go

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

Aug 10, 1998
United States
Deviant for 12 years
She / Her

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what the fuck i havent been on this since like 8th grade
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Favourite Movies

Super 8

Favourite TV Shows

Bones

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

10 Years, Four Year Strong, Green Day, Breaking Benjamin, My Darkest Days, Three Days Grace

Favourite Books

Fallen trilogy, Dark Visions, Delirium trilogy, Matched

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Games

I suck at video games xD

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LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR

Mar 6, 2014

grU NGe

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i got the footage ayy here's a link to the playlist, the songs i'm on are: unwind-green river in the summer-fastbacks lifestyles-poison idea say hello 2 heaven-temple of the dog pretend we're dead-l7 the outback-blood circus suck you dry-mudhoney http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLP9eRJu3MCqpDIw-Esn64aQHABOY-QtdG

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LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR

Jan 19, 2014

old but whatever

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this is from the season preview show in december, but it's from the grunge show and since i don't have the footage from the grunge show i thought i'd post this as a preview woo (i'm the vocalist) guitar 1-jack christian (long blue hair guitar 2-sam ashkenazy (flannel, far right) guitar 3-rosa quinn (white guitar, shortest) bass-tieran(forgot his last name oops) drums-evan donohue http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rgfu7eGwuZE

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LiNgErInGdIsAsTeR

Nov 26, 2013

dunno

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i'm on the grunge show this year these are my songs nobody cares and that's ok (EDIT: i forgot to mention i'm only doing vocals on this show, i was too lazy to do bass oops) Fastbacks- In The Summer http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AON7GxnPF3s Temple of the Dog- Say Hello to Heaven http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5qi8hhiYEQA L7- Pretend We're Dead http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAdlZ2F-fs8 The Gits- Second Skin http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FsnWl-o-KoM Poison Idea- Lifestyles http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kxHitwxT_8s Screaming Trees- Shadow of the Season http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q5RUQfykW3U Blood Circus- The Outback http://www.yout